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    Thursday, May 11, 2006

    I Know You Will All Be Thrilled To Know These Things

    Even though Madame X didn't tag me with this, I did it anyway.

    I AM: Feeling sad today.

    I SAID: Don't we all need the same things out of life no matter what we look like?

    I WANT: To be healthy

    I WISH: My children will continue to be healthy

    I HATE: The word hate

    I MISS: My grandma

    I FEAR: Losing my children

    I HEAR: "You would be so beautiful if you just lost weight"

    I WONDER: If I will make a difference in the world

    I REGRET: Not taking better care of myself

    I AM NOT: Always perky

    I DANCE: Urban hustle very well for a big girl

    I SING: A lot of the time to myself

    I CRY: When I hear circus music and at parades. I think I was a circus clown in a former life who was trampled by an elephant during a parade while the band played.

    I AM NOT ALWAYS: Thinking before speaking.

    I MADE: A beautiful deck with my husband.

    I WRITE: Like I think

    I CONFUSE: Myself with my schedule

    I NEED: To be loved

    I SHOULD: Stop worrying about crap I can't control

    I START: to freak out at about 3 am about what I have to do that day

    I FINISH: showering in 4 minutes

    *I believe: In a higher power. I am spiritual but not religious. I feel that I can worship God anywhere, not just in a church that only cares about how much I'm tithing.

    *I know: I'm a bitch sometimes to my husband

    *I can: Drink 12 or more shots of Tequila or ingest more than 100 Jello shots in a weekend

    *I can't: stand people that make others feel less intelligent because they aren't geniuses

    *I see: My eyelids closing

    *I blog: because I enjoy the interaction and the release of the demons in my mind

    *I read: Mostly true crime novels although I just finished James Frey's "A Million Little Pieces" and liked it even if it's not 100% accurate. Frey's writing style was a little hard to follow at first but I got used to it.

    *I am aroused by: Nature, especially a warm breeze on a bare breast

    *It pisses me off: When someone pulls out in front of me in traffic with their car

    *I find: Hair ties in every room that belong to my daughters

    *I like: Interacting with people

    *I love: My family. They are my reason for living.

    13 comments:

    mgc said...

    you sound very normal, yet very unique. you should not be so concerned about any shortcomings that you may perceive. someone with your passion should spend more time being happy with what you do have to offer.

    DZER said...

    nice answers, darlin' ... and fuck all those fucking fuckers who make those kind of back-handed "compliments."

    No matter how your body changes, keep on being you. *smooch*

    buddha_girl said...

    You already know this, Jenn, but if I had a dollar for every fuck who was "well-meaning" and gave me the SAME "you'd be so beautiful if you only lost weight comment" I'd be a fucking BILLIONAIRE.

    It's not about weight.

    The people who count know that. I'd say fuck 'em...but they don't deserve the pleasure.

    BTW, I think you're the only person in this world who can reference clowns and still be my friend. *grin*

    Nonny said...

    Cool, I did a similar, if not as extensive post today. Always great to get inside your head :)

    Suze said...

    I'm with you on the worry about crap I can't control thing. I worry about the possibility of things happening, how crazy is that.

    A very interesting and honest list. Thanks for sharing. :)

    Sal said...

    I always love learning more about you sweetie!

    Gary said...

    Nice list .Thanks for sharing it. Hope you have a nice, relaxing weekend. :)

    Byron said...

    hmmm demons in your mind...so similar to us all isnt it..

    xxxx

    B

    Manny said...

    first of all, you are beautiful.
    I think that you are very pretty from the pics that i have seen of you.
    you are sooo very right about worship, God does exist and He should be worshiped any and everywhere. you are right on there sweetie bear poo pie.
    i wish that i would have taken better care of myself too(i smoke
    and it has not been very nice to me)
    hair ties, i only wish that one of my 5 pegnancies had resulted in actually giving birth to a baby.
    i feel sad some days too, sometimes i think it may be because God is feeling sad because He gets ignored by so many on days other then Sunday.
    some nights (not work nights) i can consume much liquer and have gotten into sticky situations.
    only losers make others feel inferior because they are.
    i like to blog even though mine isn't as good as crabby's and others.
    learn from what you already know
    (try to be nice to hubby)
    never sweat the small stuff.
    know that help is only a prayer away.
    i like (love) you.
    you are a sweety

    barman said...

    You know I am a big guy. I often times think how much better I would feel and look if I were to lose the weight and keep it off. But you want to know something funny. I look around and I see some of the larger people are the best dressed and most happy people I see. I am not saying it is good to be over weight but if I think what is most important is to be comfortable with yourself.

    I happen to think you are very pretty Jenn but even more than that I like you for you. You are a super person.

    You two did a deck? Wow I am going to tear out the decking and railing, reinforce, and rebuild it. Now I know who to ask questions.

    Remind me not to try and drink you under the table. I think I might lose.

    Motor City Monk said...

    I watched my deck builder guy create our new deck and was in awe...told my wife I could never in a million years do that. She said it's OK, you have other special "gifts"...so it really doesn't bum me out.

    My point being, appreciate and be thankful for what you do have and don't let the things out of your control take over your life or depress you.

    Motor City Monk said...

    I watched my deck builder guy create our new deck and was in awe...told my wife I could never in a million years do that. She said it's OK, you have other special "gifts"...so it really doesn't bum me out.

    My point being, appreciate and be thankful for what you do have and don't let the things out of your control take over your life or depress you.

    Big Pissy said...

    That was neat :)

    I hadn't seen that before!